MurdeReD ->SeLF ->BY ->ME

MurdeReD ->SeLF ->bY ->mE..... --->> How could this bE? I've walked these NightMares, I Stand AlonE, I calmly Feel Your battered tears pounding a scattered spree. SaoKinG-uP BlooD DrencHeD EdgeS oF ThirstY LeecheSS UpoN a SilenceD HangMaN'S trEE. A Crimson's tide pours ever so SteadFast cluttering a shirt's stained sleeve. I sought out Your RageLessNess thru such Hollowed Death as I finished to fill in silhouettes of a Shadow's Utterly Murdered Me. You've witnessed My inner child's slow drowning underneath That puddled moment of a grim PitchBlackened Grandiosity. There wasn't even a 2nd glimpse after I linched My head Up as High as this MoonLit Night reaches over Your Sun Beamed Glee. Forever more I do stand to hastely become an ornament of That barren skeliton's tree. I didn't need Your rope to throw My Life far away from a World's beseeching Plea. It was the sole Reality of a Deadened Want to feel any GreyMatter throughout My EndLess HeartFelt BleeD. You trampled down My every wish thru Your Tainted Abusive Tastes of hopelessly stabbing into an Innocence of No One else but Me. And now I've learned the Clear Perfections of Murdering This inner Child's Freedomsss within a single tear shed As being Raped twice over by Your hatreds into My each And every Blackened Abyss of a continuous NightMare Drenched Dream. Mary-EllenMatthews-N-Company/CopyRight2002 ~ } ~ } Soulzzz "DO" Flutter Within Me { ~ { ~ "BlooD ThirstY DemoN AwaitS mY SilenceD FrighT" Written March 29th, 2002 © on Aug 31 2002 11:01 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1