this ruined puzzle.

how long should i suffer? how long should i wait? it's not fair to me, to put up with your lies. i refuse to be a bystander and allow you to be honestly dishonest. i wont fall for your game or be tricked by your words. you will not brutally fool me and make me pity you. for i am aware and can see through your eyes. i am strong and i am sensible. i don't need these false words or these untruthful stories. all i asked for was the truth. all i wanted was some authenticity. but i did not receive it. it has been lost for years, and never returned. my trust for you has been broken, the pieces too difficult to put together. you are a puzzle that i have given up on, left in your box, for someone else to try. i hope your small pieces don't drive others away, i hope you don't fool others with your lies. others are oblivious to the truth which lies within, the truth you've hidden away, and the lies which have replaced it. Written November 24th, 2001 © on Nov 24 2001 03:06 PM PST   18 • 0 • 1