Slow, Beautiful Suicide

"all night. awake. turning in my sheets. add a sheet. thinking of you. proves how much i need you. the whole world is asleep. even the moon. but just now, not me. not yet. i can't... i can't slee..."

"hush babyit's lateclose your eyes, child.don't cry...you're not old enough to cry.don't cry until you're in pain.hush baby,momma is so afraid...baby don't you cry.tell me babywhat do you feel?momma an..."

"i have chosen death to be my love. and what ? she's going to smash me into a million pieces. a million, million... painful million... he's going to tear me up and leave me with a million scars .a mi..."

"I've been up all night thinkingabout the old chain.Trust me when I sayMy heart is sinkingand crying is vain.Down a dead endChased by a memoryDead like you.Dead like I'm supposed to be.With a heart bro..."

"sweet whispers               "aye, my girl, my sweet girl..." strong arms               "you'll be fine, you're mine." his eyes               "i love you so..." in mine               "i love you so mu..."

"Locked myself into my room Threw away the key Along with anything Not quill, ink, and parchement. Sat down with a pen It ran around some paper. Not a word came out Not a word I could write. The wind..."