I Didn't Know It, But I Had It

"White as a dress worn on the Day of wedded bliss. Grey as the day when There is someone to miss. Red as the rose for the One that I love. Silver as the rain That showers from above. Green are the eyes..."

"Awaken!! Cold, scaly, Hot Breath has engulfed me Burring my heart with His fire. Wings stretched To take flight. Take away The loneliness. Return to Your garden of death, Let It rots, let the stench ..."

"I've danced in your court too long, my feet have tired, my bells are not ringing No one is laughing My spirit is dead Your laughter has grown old You are my disease. My eyes are open No more to sleep ..."

"To feel this way is feeling brand new no sorrow no pain holding you in my arms touching you feeling no end to the feelings that have come back from the deepest corners of my heart Knowing Life, how I..."

"Mommy, look what I found, I found your smile, your laugh, your happiness I may not see you much but I know you love me wherever you are I know you think about me I know I don't have the best of bo..."

"Confusion overwhelms me as my mind plays memories of the thing I longed for to keep hold of. It becomes a wild animal searching for its prey. Pictures and objects are hope that one day it will be the ..."