sitting and thinking

Ive been sitting here and thinking of all the mistakes I have made, I have made many, but there's few I'll ever forget, especially when it comes to guys, I have hurt many but I dont think about it as hurting them I think of it as giving oppurtunities, giving them oppurtunities to be with other girls and me to be with other guys, it seems as if every time I find a guy that seems PERFECT in every way, I let him go or I get let go and then I get hurt either way I get hurt if I let him go or if I get let go I still get hurt, I think that if I stay out of relationships I will not get hurt but if I don't stay out then I hurt them and I can't do that anymore.please let me know how it is!! Written April 19th, 2002 © on Apr 19 2002 04:09 PM PST   10 • 0