fighting for me
By angelz wings
This Undescribable feeling is tearing up my soul. Pictures file through my mind of the days I felt whole. Life was gret, the best it's ever been. But overnight,it shattered. I despise the world I'm in. My heart aches in pain, though,my body turned numb. Goodness struggles to maintain in what I have become. I live so many lies. Tears have stained my face. With the beauty that I held, ugliness replaced. Outter beautiness remains, a viscous beast confides. A pretty face, upholding covers whats inside. Slowly I'm devoured by this heartless beast in me. Emotion by emotion, she starts to break free. Fighting with little strength to make the goodness last. She is too strong for me, shes growing pretty fast! The better me is weak, with little to hope for. I'm not that fabulous girl, I was, just moments before. Smiles I see each day like a constant stabbing knife. For I can't recall the last time I smiled in my life. Help me someone! help me fight! Tell me what to do, so things can be right. Written February 11th, 2002 © on Feb 11 2002 08:19 AM PST 10 • 0
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