Pretend.

"I heard your voice today Although I know you're not really here And here now i lay Everything is so unclear How I wish you were with me That I could hold you in my arms Oh if only I could make you se..."

"Why do you treat me like a child? Why can't you see how I've grown? All these feelings inside me have been reild. I'm not allowed to speak in a certain tone! You ask why I want to leave. Isn't it obvi..."

"On angel's wings, you fly unto me On clouds of a memory The smile that fills your face Your elegance, and your grace All this is in my head Everything that once was said Your love surrounds me And all..."

"This world, it moves too fast. I close my eyes, and look to the past. Memories, they surround me Reminders of what used to be. Lost in a sea of remorse Denile, it's my only recourse. Did these things ..."

"I always kill myself for you, To myslef I'm never true, Should I die to myself? Or triumph over your ideals? I'm tired of pretending to be Something that I never will become. I refuse to continue this..."

"Why do I trap myself? There is barely anything left. I'm slowly wasting away. I don't know who I am. Everything is surreal. "Just be yourself." Such easy words to say. Yet so hard to do. I don't know ..."