Your letter.

I was cleaning my room today, Getting rid of all of the things I no longer need. And I came across the letter you had written me. The memories came flooding back. I tried to pretend that I wasn't feeling them. Then I realized the paper was drowing in my tears. I remember our long talks. I loved the walks we had taken together. We'd run away from all the pain we had inside. With you I could pretend that it wasn't real. I loved to hear you voice. You made me laugh on days I never thought I could. Just looking into your eyes, caused my entire body to shiver. Your beauty went beyond phyiscal. We made conenctions deeper then mental. I connected with you even on a spiritual level. But now you are gone. You have taken away your love. The love that has meant so much to me. When you left you tore a hole in my heart. I thought I had gotten over it. I thought I had moved on with out you. I didn't think I needed you any more. But now I realize it was all a lie. I needed you all along. I still long to hear you voice. I still want to look deep into your eyes. I think I will always love you. No matter how long time passes by. Your letter still brings a smile to my face. And yet the tears flow like they will never end. How can you still have so much control over me? I guess this is how I know I truely loved you. It wasn't something superficial. It was so real that it will never die. Written March 23rd, 2002 © on Mar 23 2002 09:51 AM PST   0 • 10