Cousnis by Best Friendship

Why am I forced to fight He tells all the reasons he does what he does Everyone but me I don't know where I stand A friend I fear not even Was I close to it Maybe once Long ago Life times past I look to home now Unwelcome under the roof I stay To give up all to be wanted Or to stay where I feel alone Dear friend Minds seem to open up to me I find out a lot more then you think I know But I don't want to fight So I do not speak So to home I do look You’re too happy for a best friend I feel I have served my purpose Is this friendship? Is this what it means to be like cousins You wonder why I am the way I am You say I 'Don't want to be happy' I'm not as good at getting what makes me happy as you think My walls form around me You know how to get into my head But once again someone kills the friendship That friendship you said would kill you if it were lost Be happy it's your break Like a 'shadow cast' upon me I return to the way I was All your lesson's undone In the darkest hour I failed I forgave Forgot the troubles in the past Yet you pick at me still I am lost again So I return to my breathing tables To talking isz's And mirror people You know where I am Just come forward like you did before By: Isz Written January 7th, 2002 © on Jan 06 2002 09:12 PM PST   0 • 10