'I love or hate you.'

Replenish my resentment for your face… Knowing like the mist in tree you’ll clear. Remind me of your nefarious taste… I adored… my lips connect with you no more! Cast aside your judgments of my life… Stand alone in heather fire, cold. Invent the morals you could never, ever keep right… As I grow ever on and old… That’s fine, I guess… but I love you. I mean, that’s fine, I guess… but I hate you. Surprise me with your anecdotes… Pointless scripts of pasts and yesterday. Remember how the songs I wrote… Were all about, all for, always… you. Temptation growing stronger, longer… Can only see your hands when I look at mine! Devoured by your flawless ways to be stronger… A strength that I will never find… That’s fine, I guess… but I love you. I mean, that’s fine, I guess… but I hate you. Entangle all my heart strings with your pick… Make me fluster, flutter, ache and wheeze. Hold me in my mind, it’s completely perfect… I wish, I wish to touch your skin my sweet. The clock may see your decision being altered… When you see that I will beg no more. Perhaps and only then you’ll see… you’ve faltered… Yet still my heart is torn… That’s fine, I guess… but I love you. I mean, that’s fine, I guess… but I hate you. Written January 10th, 2002 © on Jan 09 2002 09:03 PM PST, harry luck    18 • 0 • 10