'My last attempt to leave you.'

Break my back and hear the snap, Watch me writhe and slip and slide, See how pain rips through again, You love it! ... Yeah, so do i! Well... once upon a time! Because it used to be pleasure. No more, no more. It used to be the love inside. So raw, so raw! Slit my throat and hear the moan, Tear the skin and feel the sin, Kill the thought, kill it all! You love it! ... But only 'cause it hurts! You are... the bitch! You used to hold me close, As you ran those nails down. You used to kiss me close, As i bled upon your gown. You used to tie me tight, As i delivered all the sounds. You used to love the sight, Of my submission for your love! Cuff my hand, don't understand, Noose my neck, what the heck, Life is loving, i live with nothing, You love it! ... i can't speak! i'm not allowed an opinion! Because... it's over now. Regardless of the fact you're near! The pain is nothing more now, Than a message... "I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE!" Well, i won't stop you, But that just doesn't matter, i wish you'd walk away, Than lay here in these tatters, i'd rather you would go, And leave me here, alone. But you love to torture me, It turns you on to see this show! A piece of me is gone. It's yours to hold and keep. It hurts to say goodbye, But, i hope it brings you peace. Goodbye cruel world i'll slowly say, As once again you hurt me. Open up your eyes you bitch, i want you to see... My last attempt to hold it, The life you've left so bear. My last attempt to love you, Regardless of return so rare. My last attempt to forgive... The scars you have left there, My last attempt, The only one... i have left. Goodbye.Again, it just fell out... i guess it's one of those days to just let it all go... sorry! *s* Written March 4th, 2002 © on Mar 04 2002 03:59 AM PST, harry luck    18 • 0 • 1