'Rift in me.'

Remember how the stars surrounded you? Well no longer! You have become nothing but an occasional rift inside my mind. Unkind. Perhaps, but true. Did you ever, ever, ever... Think about our times; Together? Were they nothing more than muses? Aim for sights that noone chooses... Your empty heart for better love. I hope it doesn't work. I shall not shirk... not this time! Remember how the stars? No. It wouldn't suprise me. A glance in my direction, was about the best that you could do. Perhaps a smile, or two? LUCKY DAY!?!?! How could i never see it? How was i so blind... How did you ignore me, In a way so sweetly cruel... erm, one might even say... refined! Cast away your pity, For i know it's nothing more, Than lies... LIES! There is no love left to restore, Leave me be. LIES! Caress the stars before me, I shall, you know... it helps. To remember why i hate you now, For ... how? Perhaps it won't do the trick, Still feel sick, Mixed. Almost... infact... yes, intoxicated. Drunk on sea of human tears, Swimming for release... So will you? Let me go... please?! No matter how i hate you, there you are. In my head, twisting... Turning, Burning. Hurting me... it hurts. Perhaps i was wrong about the occasional rift! i'm sorry. So, forget the stars! (although, you probably already have). But i won't missy, not me. Written January 9th, 2002 © on Jan 09 2002 03:07 AM PST, harry luck    18 • 0 • 1