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~>This is pg. 2 of the story "RageLessNess"<~ ********************************************* My accidental, gruesome handy-work upon A Baby Sis so cherished, and was Whole- Heartedly Loved by Me, was NOT over yet By The Life Span that She and I had to Perfectly endure infront of the eyes of Every adult that entered our Journey's PathWay as "Wanna-Be" CareGivers.... During that week stay in the hospital The surgeons worked on her fingers with what Technology they had, back then in 1970.  But, even with the countless Numbers of strained Doctors and Surgeons, working around the clock to save her Life And Her severed fingers, those fingers Had to be cut off once more to save Her Very Life.... Those were the days when Medicine was Almost PreHystoric, and the know-how By all MD's were Practically UseLess, Especially in the middle of NoWhere's Ville, USA.... In that Butchery Shop of a Hospital My Baby Sis remained lying in her Bed, with lines of BlooD-ReD, and Such swollen tissue surrounding the Bones that made up the rest of Her Hand....  Why red Streaks within the flesh Of a toddler so New??  Why having To fight so Hard to save Her Life When all she did was lose a couple Short limbs??  She did loose alot of blooD that fated day thru my Grim View into Her finger's Death.  But, It was the axe that was covered so Well in Filth, and corrosion of Thick rust, that made-up most of the Factors.  Then came a damned 20-min. Drive to the Hosiptal in an Old Rambler.  But, apart of My Own Fate, that had to be the Major reason she almost died, was that I was Guilty of Murder in the 1st, and BlooD all over The ground where we played every day Was a convincing sight, for all at that Farm whom looked down on Me, to know Exactly just WHO was to Blame. Mary-EllenMatthews/CopyRight2002 **************************************** ~} Time for a break {~ I know the rest of this story sucks, but, it is a needed part of My Own Recovery in three diagnosed Mental Disorders, and of a forth one newly diagnosed. My Suggestion to You is... ...."If you are bored with this, ~~~>Don't Read It!!"This story is a true account. I do not pull any stops or change anything around. I am expressing this thru all the other personalities that have survived My Livelihood, and "DO" Reside within Me. Mary-EllenMatthews "Soulzzz Flutter Within" Written March 12th, 2002 © on Mar 12 2002 07:56 AM PST   0 • 1