suicide

-suicide- the leading cause of death they accuse them of doing meth millions do it every year even though no one wants to hear no matter how many times you say how many think about it everyday. I think about it all the time. where do people draw the line? Why take that final leap? now they are six foot deep. but I know why, because they can't handle the pain. or maybe they just aren't sane. it hurts to bad to go on. everyone will know come dawn. lonliness destroys you and your soul to. you think you have no one. you want your life to be done. you can't imagine anyone caring. you are so tired of sharing. no one will notice if I'm not here, I doubt they even shed a tear. I have nothing to live for. I can't deal with it anymore. My life is at a dead end, my heart is to broken to even mend. should I live or should I die? to my parents, I must lie. I know I'm not glad. why live if you are always sad? I must use this rusty knife so soon I can end my life. as the tears run down my face. and I think about being a discrace. it hits me. all of a sudden, I see. I don't want to do this there are too many to miss. I won't give in. and commit this terrible sin. I am not like the rest of them. I will not quit, like him. my life hurts me, more then you can see. but I will hurt no one, with the things I've done. I would rather live in pain, no matter how vane, then die like this, as though no one will know. why do you just give up. maybe you're just in a slump. you destroy your pain, instead of considering what you might gain. but you cause others even more. you don't realize, there heart will be sore. They just quit as though that candle was never lit. they soon become another stat., all because you think you're fat. they all think teens bad, but really they are overally sad. they say teens give up and can't handle the pressure. they like to push it and measure they say we are weak. I think we need to stop the leak. we should change our song and prove all of them wrong.what do you think about the way I went from 3rd person to 2nd then to first, and back again? Written September 29th, 2001 © on Sep 29 2001 11:35 AM PST   0 • 10