In Darkening Silence
Here yet again i sit next to you in silence, Wishing that my lips could the words, That my heart so desperately to say But held within the captivity of my silence, I relize that i am a fool, A fool to think that i could love anyone, A fool to belive that love could ever come knocking at my door Because ive seen along time ago that i wasnt meant to be happy That i will never find salvation in my endless cycle of pain That i could have never given you my heart, Because i didnt have a heart to give So i have no more songs to sing, And no more poems to write, But I have so much more pain to feel, And so much more emptiness to fall into And though i want so much to trust you, I can't bare the pain of watching myself push you away For you to see the hurt,angry, and lonely that lies so deep inside A person that tou could never understand, Let alone try to love So held within my darkening silence, I vow to never love,trust,and feel anything again To nevertry to give someone a heart, That was never truly there to give Written April 15th, 2002 © on Apr 15 2002 08:20 AM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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"Here yet again i sit next to you in silence, ..."