Not Anymore

I am really mad at you Why did you have to expose The only thing I am not proud of? The karma is gonna get you And I hope it hits you soon Because I can’t stand to see you All happy and easygoing anymore No, not anymore… I was trying to be mature I was trying to be a grown up But there is no way I can keep this adult thing going on Not anymore… I though seeing you happy would make me happy But I just see it would not Call me selfish, call me childish But I want you to be miserable too Just what I am living, just what I am breathing Frustration, impotence, anger and rage All because of you, you damn you, You and your fucking reaction about all this You and your fancy clothe and your fucking dick friends I can’t take you anymore, Not anymore… I want to get over you now, I don’t want to think about you anymore I don’t want to see you in my dreams anymore I want you to go to the fucking hell So you get burn with your stupid brainless friends… I might seen all quiet and shy But you have just wake my dark side I am mad, I am upset… but I can’t hurt you by myself I just can’t, I am not a violent person, And I wouldn’t be able to be one Specially with someone I cared about so much But I do believe this… I might not be able to do anything to get back at you And probably I wouldn’t want to hurt you either But there is a God up there who has seen all we’ve done here And I know he’ll defend me and will be around me when I need him But I am not sure about you… prove me you are nice again, Because right now I don’t think you are So you better stand up for yourself, if I were you I definitely would Because sooner of later you’ll get what you really deserve And I just hope that it doesn’t hurt you Half of what you have hurt me… Written March 28th, 2002 © on Mar 28 2002 06:50 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1