i promise myself

This morning..I wake up I remember..Your voice And I remember.. I had no choice I remember.. Your kind gestures Your loud laughter Your romantic heart So cute so tender What a start of the day What a torture This morning I try to.. Rebel and forget To escape from the memories I try.. Not to surrender I fail as usual What a torture This morning The pains keep knocking and knocking The sweet pain of remembrance The cruel pain of missing you The pain so endless Of you in my heart So real .. so close.. so vivid As if you have never left This morning I retell myself that it is over You have left I have to accept Cause this is your right Your decision That I have to respect This morning I repeat to myself again and again He is gone forever Try to caress and hug your pain He has left Face it please and accept This morning I try to teach my heart How to burry you so deep Or may be Just to put you into sleep This morning I am full of aches But I shall try to walk towards the light I shall try to accept a helping heart I shall try not to resist I shall try to re exist This morning I shall re promise the sky and myself I shall try to manage without your love I shall try to survive soumaya Written March 11th, 2002 © on Mar 11 2002 05:54 AM PST    18 • 0 • 8