My Christmas List

"Josh told me to write a poem, to write what I feel, and make it my own. He said writing would help with pain, I hope writing will keep me for going insane. Putting thoughts on paper, feelings out..."

"Everyone dreams of finding that one special person to love, they want it to be special, they ask for help from up above. Some may make a wish upon a star, star light, star bright, to find that one ..."

"When we are together or talking on the phone, I hear your voice, and I know I'm not alone. I'm sorry when we say goodnight it seems like I get mad. but the thought of you leaving me in anyway, always..."

"Love, what is it exactly? By definition, passion, affection finding someone you want to be with, make your selection. But its not as easy as this you see, that person has to love you back for that ..."

"I had a dream last night, at about a quarter after eleven. I had a dream last night, and took a trip to heaven. I saw you standing there, you were close enough to touch. I saw your smiling face, I mis..."

"I am only a child of 16, yet behind these eyes, fear, broken promises, and pain lies. I try to hide the pain with a smile, but inside I am crying all the while. I try not to think about it, but it doe..."