Stepping Away
By Canon
Doubting myself in the worst way, stepping down for a moments time. Falling into darkness, the endless pit of my mind. Dragging back up with me, words that are life and death. Gasping for air when I return, Speaking them with my last breath. Changing all im worth, destroying my sanity. worshipping the death, and the effect it had in me. Dying, Living, Standing, Sitting. Killing, breathing, staying, Leaving. Reborn again and again, living it all over. Hating the influence, of the chip on my shoulder. Young in body form, old in mind. crawling from my minds abyss, stepping away for a moments time. Dying, Living, Standing, Sitting. Killing, breathing, staying, Leaving. Starving for new, loathing the past. Dying to live, the first to be last. Shivering in the warmth of this, searching for my meaning. my life contradicts its self im dead but im breathing. Dying, Living, Standing, Sitting. Killing, breathing, staying, Leaving. And I live, And I die. Written December 16th, 2001 © on Dec 16 2001 02:23 PM PST, Joshua 20 • 0 • 1
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