That's Life (shit happens)

The reason he did it was cus he was pushed passed his limits. Everyday in every way he was hurt by what people would say. He began to care less shaved his head hairless vandalizing police barracks. Everyday he would pray that just one person would say that it would be okay. Prayin never did nothing, he wanted to do somethin so he began searchin and huntin for somethin. at home wasnt better his father was abusive but also elusive always called him stupid. He watched his father beat his mother, rape his sister and strangle his brother then smother him with a pillow, replace it and use another. If only someone told me that no one would hold me and that everyone would scold me than i prolly would have turned away coldly...I wish someone told me, please mama hold me, as i stare at her morosley and my father always rode me about my grades and he told me that I was only a "hopefully". I never thought I would or even that I could but i realize that i should sling some rope over some wood and end it all for good. Its all for the better, i explained it in my letter mama read it and daddy please let her. I did it cus i was pushed passed the limit im tired of all the bull shit so i quit im done with all of it. read the letters that I writ....wrote nevermind, you never even listened when I spoke my life was a joke a mirage, a hoax, im hanging in the garage.a lot of this stuff isnt true but some of it is how I feel and i thought it would make a good rap so i wrote it Written January 11th, 2002 © on Jan 11 2002 06:37 AM PST, Joshua   20 • 0 • 10