What I Is and was
By Canon
I was always lost, not knowing where i'd be next. always rhymin in my head durin a test, throwin everything i had away, till I had nothin left. Daydreaming at a funeral, maybe attention def- icit, my lyrics illicit, supposed to do some work... I never did it. everything my dad was, I myself isnt. No plans for my future, no where for me to go, all the things i should learn, are things i'll never know. trapped in a past of depression and hate- runnin from my problems from state to state, never on time, always late, cant keep it real, so i gotta fake. no real friends, only one real girl, all the rest are playas in this game world. tuck up and curl- into a ball in the dark, wishin i was a star, i need to lose everything I are. myself is my chain, holdin me back from goin far, I hate what I've become, i need to accept myself, my fathers son, the only one, besides......I have no where to run, I wish that I could be but...I believe ill never be done, no where for me to go, nothing to come back from. Written February 16th, 2002 © on Feb 16 2002 12:50 PM PST, Joshua 20 • 0 • 10
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"I was always lost, not knowing where i'd be next...."