Contemplations

My heart breaks To know that I no longer have her To know that she has gone Just as quickly as she came. Must I be punished so? To live without hearing Her breath-taking words? To live without gazing Into her lovely still blue eyes? Now seeing her Sitting there quietly Forever emersed in the flowing words of that book And listening ever so intently To the melodious sounds that surround her I wonder... What has changed her? For when I knew her And knew of her dear sweet love I knew her as outgoing, Talkative, Full of life. Yes I know now... She hath not lost these things But only hides them From those who do not deserve to see them. To think I can possibly live Without these things And worse... Live to know that she shows All of her beauty to him. He sees her still blue eyes Showing love within their depths He only hears her breath-taking words As they whipers galantly in his ears. He sees her as outgoing and talkative... He sees her zest for life. I only hope he appreciates them, Because I could not stand to see her hurt once more The pain I caused her was enough So I do hope he loves her Like I did, And maybe...just maybe He'll see that she loves him too.written from a guys point of view, of course, but has nothing to do with me personally. Just some random inspiration. Written January 18th, 2002 © on Jan 17 2002 03:41 PM PST    0 • 8