Darkness

Dreams of growing old with the only person I truly love          Have turned into darkness, Dreams of holding each other close in such content          Have turned to darkness, Dreams of dancing with each other alone on a quiet night          Mmmm, still dreaming, Dreams of tickle torture, slave days and being caught on the stairs          All, just now darkness, Dreams of watching a thunder storm together,          Again, as dark as the sky Dreams of reading to our children together in the evening          Gone into darkness, Playing with them in the snow, taking them fishing,          Watching them play together,           Like a real happy family          Again, just darkness, Hugs on the couch, sad movies I could freely cry at          All turned into darkness,      That beautiful music you play so well, The songs you sing, my song, those words you spoke,          All gone forever, The moments listening to you and your son          You are so wonderful together, Ohhhh!!, how I miss those times we shared,          But now-all just darkness, I thought we would always be the very best of friends I never once dreamed that you would not speak to me in the end, I love you with all my heart and soul- for eternity           I want you to be happy          And I hope you truly are,         But in the times when your not              Please remember         I’m not really that far Written December 14th, 2001 © on Oct 31 2001 11:30 AM PST   0 • 18 • 8