Anguish

I try to move forward,but the road ahead looks black Non the less,I wont look back The journy has been painful and long I can no longer hear the angels singing their song Hope,eternal love,and faith... I desperatly need to feel warm again,because it is so cold And I can't do this alone I'm afraid... I can't see... I can't breath... My soul slowly dies away Into the darkness I am swollowed I'm scared and tired I feel as though I am not desired The journy has paralized me and left me to die Alone in the cold,I shall continue to cry These tears I care for,because they are the only thing i've known Sadness is the only thing they've shown I'm terrified... As i'm on the ground waiting for it to end My past catches up with me and pain it shall send Leave me alone! I'm no longer whole The deed is done and you've had your fun I'm shaking... Here I lay Bare and slained This is it,isn't it? All I get is bull shit Defeated I admit Go on everyone Belive what you want to You should not worry for I will never hold you back Move on and leave this dead wait behind I own nothing for it was never really mine Good-night No feelings,no sight,not even a bit of might Time turn in and forgt about my plight I'm done... Written January 5th, 2002 © on Jan 05 2002 08:35 AM PST, Christian   18 • 0 • 1