So ScArEd

we have decided to talk to your parents to see if they would let us be together again, even if it means that we can just be friends. it will be worth it as long as we will be able to be together again. i hate not being able to be with you, it makes me so sad, i will do anything to be with you again. i am so scared to talk to your parents, they really do scare me a lot. i have writtin down all of the things that i want to say to them. i know that i will not say these things to them tho, i always plan on saying things to people and then i woose out. i am better at just writing people notes, it is a lot easier for me to show more feeling and stuff. we are done talkin to your parents now, i tryed to woose out but you would not let me, and i knew that it would help. i did not say anything that i wanted to say to them, i pussed out and just sat there like a wossy. god i know i should have said these things, i was afraid to though. i knew that i would start crying or say something that i would later regreat. i dont know tho. there are many things running through my head right now. why couldnt i just talk...... i am such a scared lil biatch!!i wrote this when i got back from my bubs, it is not really a poem. it is just how i felt at the time. Written April 13th, 2002 © on Apr 12 2002 04:28 PM PST   18 • 0 • 10