Losing love one

Losing a love one times can be so hard when i lost my bro i was scared for life i felt like i have been stabbed with a knife over and over again and that was my inspiration to pick up this pen cause losing a love one can drive you insane to the point in life where you feel nothing but pain and every day that goes bye feels like rain sadness no happiness, will it ever stop i hope so soon before a blood vessel in my brain pops and people wonder why i hate cops cause they put my bro in a place where he is controlled like a fucking bot and there the place doesn't rock cause losing a love one makes me want to go pop cause my bro never got a fair trial and ever time i think of him all i can think about is that bright smile that goes back when he was a child but now and will ever be lost behind bars damn what a scar that is left on my heart for life cause losing a love one fills like a fucking knife in my heart damn it is getting dark cause when you left i fell apart and i am asking you where and the fuck do i starte cause living is just not in my heart losing that love one took away my spark!dedicated to my bro skillet,love you always and wishing you was here not far. I love you bro. Written January 23rd, 2002 © on Jan 23 2002 08:22 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1