Feeling So Sick (Time For Rest)

I feel so sick, my body is so cold, i'm a young guy, but I feel so old. My back aches in pain, my mind has been driven insane, sometimes, because of this, I can't even remember my name! I've had so many friends, and have done many sins, the line between love and hae, to me, is too thin. My heart is sinking, my eyes are continously blinking, lived my life, the same downed path, same reduntant repeating. My emotions have died, from so many lies, i'm so stressed, I can't even cry. I sit in my room, with my palms in my hands, forgetting todays, waiting plans, I can no longer fight, I can't take that stand. Beaten down, but getting back up, only to get knock down again, with a blow from a cup! Worthless, everything seems, as the ground melts, from the sun's beams. If I could start over, this is what I would do, have a new life, and to have never met you! ~CWMHow feel now, this goes directly to a person, who has caused trouble in my life, and monday, everything is going to be resovled. Emotionally spent, i'm taking a break, but will leave poems, here, and will still come and comment, but taking a break from writing. Gotta rest. see ya in a few. *I better not speak to quickly* :0) Ty all! Written April 6th, 2002 © on Apr 06 2002 01:33 AM PST   0 • 1