Lost From Abandonment
By Cwm
Once again, pain has trapped me, the sicking smell of lost, the smell, has a disturbing smell, of death, or abandonment. Abandonment, once again, has walked trhough my door, and it has caused me to mourn, uncontroably, sobbing, rocking back and forth. How many times, will someone neglect, my friendship? How many times, will lies, surround me, the lies of love, the lies of lust, lies of friendship. "Here till the end." "I'll always be your friend." Just lies, just lies, just lies. I hoped, I believed, I trusted, abondonment,negligence, taken for granted. So, I wait, I stay awake, dreaming that one day, that happiness, and friendship, will forever link in my life. I'll dream, that those, that have left, will come back, come back. End this longing anguish, end this self-pitty, end this confused, hurt mind, give me love, love that I have not received, not love, that has been foolishly deceieved! ~CWM ~CWMWho's my friend? Written February 27th, 2002 © on Feb 27 2002 12:48 PM PST 0 • 1
AI analysis available. Enable JavaScript to interact.
About this line
"Once again,..."