Thanks, But No Thanks

I heard, what you said today, that with me, you wanted to stay. Surprised, this I can't believe... but sweetheart I must leave. Theres somone else, better that I, and someone will tell you the truth, and someone, won't have to lie. I'm just so jealous, so mean, I can't wash, and come clean. Someone else, loves you more, someone who will protect you, and comfort you, from the passing. Well, the storm, has already landed here, me, i'm the storm, i've created this life of hell for me, i've destroyed, our romance, I never wished to see. Thanks,but no thanks. You're better off, with him, you two, would make a better blend, as I cower, from my heartless sin, and wished to ease the pain, and my happiness, I wish to retain! I see you crying, and I don't know why, go ahead, girl, just go ahead and fly! Theres nothing left, no more love, that I can give, so get over it, you must continue to live! Lonely in my room, frustrated, by failure, my palms ,in my hands, and i'm cursing like a sailor! Watched you find another love, someone now treats you fair, but sorry, I never seem to care! Thanks, but no thanks..... selfishness, stressed, you don't have to say it... I know I stink!!! ~CWMUpset because of the way, i've been treating this very special, caring person, and i'm just, Fuc@### it up! ~CWM Written March 28th, 2002 © on Mar 28 2002 09:33 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1