No Longer Here

Thoughts and memories of you race through my head. Memories of us when we were young, and memories of just the other week. Thoughts of how good you were to me, and how much I loved you. You were my best friend. I dream not only of what has been, But what will become of me now that you're gone? What am I going to do without you? How do you expect me to get through life all alone? I know that I cannot do it all by myself. You were my leader, and you were my teacher. You always helped me throughout all of my rough times, No matter when it was, or what it was. You were always there. But now, you're gone. You're gone forever, and I can no longer say things to you. I can no longer confide in you. Who do you expect me to trust with my secrets? I just wish you would come back to me. I have so many things that I want you to know about. The world is going on without you, And that's just not fair. You should be with Ryan. It's not fair that God took you away from the people who love you. So many many people love you. I love you, Ryan loves you. I just wish you would please come back to me. I miss you so much. It's just not fair. Nothing is fair anymore. Not to me. It's all over. Written April 8th, 2002 © on Apr 08 2002 11:20 AM PST   0 • 1