Denied Affections

Just a view of you and my heart is in my mouth Mumblings of the words of the words that can’t come out Beauty is not enough of a word for you But somehow, just a glimpse a my chance with you is through If it’s not my fault, I’d like to know just whose it is Who’s had me going through all this If it’s not my fault why can’t I take you home Memory of her with me Only in my dreams I see Maybe I could take her out Squeeze emotions, get them out It’s not time today, It’s never time It’s just the way, she doesn’t say anything Her smile is reflected in my heart My confidence behind so far Her hair, waterfalls from the rainbow sun I wish I was the only one But can’t happen Im not in heaven Her holy land Not for this man Until the devil has his day Has his filthy way Maybe just of wonder To fulfil my endless hunger Shy like child I run away See my hero everyday Never shamed he gets hit way Why not me? I feel like running home, just to be alone The opposite it seems To what I’ve hoped and dreamed Maybe, someday! Reaching out and giving in Can’t seem to find the strength within Maybe I am like the child Feel so strong but I have to hide Dreams of empty heaven Fields of you and me When I see her dreaming, I feel so brave But I can feel their laughter, so I run away Some things were meant to be Some broken dreams were meant to be Some things weren’t meant to be A parted sky for her and me Just weren’t meant to be! I cut to the chase forgive my gruesome face Relieved now that I believe anything, everything Everything is worth a chance, Take the evenings final dance Written March 18th, 2001 © on Feb 26 2002 03:11 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1