I don't know

Hi people. If your reading this than I dunno? I have this uncontrolible rage rushing through my body. And I have alot of built up sadness that needs to be relinquished.  Today is the 10th of April and in 9 days will be the day of my birth.  I will be 22 years of age. And I won't have much to show of it but scars and heartaches from me screwing up all the time.  So I ask this question to you younger people do you want to live your life as nothing or do you wana make something of yourself?  I really didn't care what happened to me at first and sometimes I still don't.  But I do care about my family, my friends, and people I love deeply.  And as today I look into a mirror, or think about what my future holds?  Should it be short or should I keep fighting with every ounce of energy I have?  I know that it's not to late for me so I hope its not to late for you, but the only reason it would be to late for me is because I wish it to be.......... Written April 10th, 2002 © on Apr 10 2002 06:14 AM PST   10 • 0