Lonleness! Why does the feeling come to me so often?

Lonleness! Why does the feeling come to me so often? Is it because deep down that the one I love dont feel theSame I as I do? Or is because Im just scared of being hurt so I cant trust my own heart anymore? The same questions come to mind does he realy love me? Or is it just another lie? Does he realy want someone else and wont tell me? Is it worth fighting for? Or is it just another lost cause? Is what I here true? Or just lies like everything else? Why do I feel like he doesnt Love me any more like he says he dose? Am I just over reacting again? How do I know what to do? I cant handle the fustrations any longer? I feel that everthing I say and do is wrong. Lonleness its such a painful feeling. Will it get better? Can I ever be happy? Lonlenees,happyness, confusion and pain Only if life could be more understanding ,and less confusing then pehapps life would be more of happyness!                     Lonleness will it go away?                             by                           deep sarow Written December 5th, 2001 © on Dec 05 2001 02:25 PM PST    • spiritual