the real me

"I look at what now lies before me A skinny frame A scattered brain To compare to a once solid mind No sense of time Aimlessly wondering around Trying to remember A Memory Written November 16th, 2001..."

"This pain that I feel Runs so deep So I bury it under Nine feet deep Words Like a knife diggin deep Into me I cry tears of sadness And shame In the shadows of my room But still it remains So I bury it..."

"The grass is very green, so green it seems to shine reflecting the sorrow left in my heart I walk solemnly down the rows of the final resting places of people who were once alive once vibrant once yo..."

"It is a connection between two beings that should never be put asunder conceiving life itself giving birth to the future of the world yielding sickness of the body joy of the heart confusion of the mi..."

"A fatherless childyou can always tellwill always have questionsbout' the texture of his hairbout' the color of his skinhis last name that he shareswill always wonder whywill never know if he caresHe w..."