Not in Love

"The pain I feel grows so hurtful So much it becomes Physical The pain I try to hide, and When I think its finally gone, It sneaks up on me. When I see you, Its the pain that becomes unberable, so I ..."

"I need a Place to go a place I can run to When I can't handle things or when life gets too tough We all need a place like this A place where you wont feel anything but happiness where there is no pain..."

"We were once so close but since we have spread. Growing apart, too far apart. I lie in bed wondering wehre it went. our friendship once so great, What happened? Tore us apart? I know one thing howev..."

"We are so close and yet so far do you understand? I find it hard to realize. I want to be where you are I need to be not so far I want to hold your hand I need to feel your love2002, Written March 26..."

"Love is the feeling that no words can describe a wonderful thing often seems to be the worst can tie two people together or tear two people apart. why is it that way? love is pushing me away far awa..."

"The more you say you love me, it pushes me away. You always say you want me near, yet I year to be apart. The way you tell people you love me, makes me sick. I often find myself wondering how can you..."