Dreamgirl

It doesn't take me long to get sick of life Where it always feels like i'm walking on a knife There is this burning inside of me, a desparation Hoping that i could bring myself to a new elation I feel so empty inside without you But i don't know what a second dream could do I know it wasn't our fault the first time I just wish that i could find you and become sublime     Don't you know you are my dream girl?     Just like you've always been.     Whenever i get sick of the world     I look at you and then     I am suddenly transported to a new world     That's where you've always been     Because you've always been my dream girl. It troubles me because i know you don't feel the same You don't view things like i do in this crazy screwed up game Life, it seems, just wants to mess me up. I know that even thinking of you is corrupt But as each day trudges on i think of you more and more It crushes me deep inside, burning me to the core To know that you're still trying, trying, trying Even though you somehow know that you're just lying                                             (to yourself)     Don't you know you are my dream girl?     Just like you've always been.     Whenever i get sick of the world     I look at you and then     I am suddenly transported to a new world     That's where you've always been     Because you've always been my dream girl. It's been so long since i've been close to you It's been so long since i've been close to you It's been so long since i've been close to you It's been so long since i've been close to... You.     Don't you know you are my dream girl?     Just like you've always been.     Whenever i get sick of the world     I look at you and then     I am suddenly transported to a new world     That's where you've always been     Because you've always been my dream girl. I have only one major regret in my life. I know we were only together for a month, but... I know this for a fact. I love you, i have loved you since before i knew what love was. I never told you that Because i know you never felt the same. God i wish i had.     Don't you know you are my dream girl?     Just like you've always been.     Whenever i get sick of the world     I look at you and then     I am suddenly transported to a new world     That's where you've always been     Because you've always been my dream girl.     Don't you know you are my dream girl?     Just like you've always been.     Whenever i get sick of the world     I look at you and then     I am suddenly transported to a new world     That's where you've always been     Because you've always been my dream girl. Always.that's really the only regret i have in life...never telling her that i loved her. if i had, things could probably be so much different right now...but i guess i'll never know. Written April 15th, 2002 © on Apr 15 2002 04:28 PM PST   20 • 0 • 8