my conviction

my life as i know it is very sad,  i do things wrong and make everyone mad. so i found a way to make it all go away, at the price that everyone else has to pay. i'll do it quick and pain free, get the revenge that is far due for me. then my life is free to control, since my entire life has payed the toll. for now to make my soul free from pain, i must go through it for my own personal gain. all would know that i was the one, who did all that was done. i killed them all now i must kill me, quick,easy and pain free. Written April 2nd, 2002 © on Apr 02 2002 01:40 PM PST   18 • 0 • 10