Why?

Why dont you talk to me? Why dont you care for me? Why dont you want me? Why dont you need me? Why dont you cry for me? Why dont you love me? Because I talk to you But you never respond I care for you But you dont ever seem to notice I want you Like nothing else before I need you To hold onto I cry for you Every time you feel down I love you With every bit of my heart I need you to do the same for me Because every time you dont talk to me I feel so invisible Every time you dont care for me I feel I am no one Every time you dont want me I feel I am not special Every time you dont need me I feel I am useless Every time you dont cry for me I feel so unloved Every time you dont love me I feel myself being torn into pieces Is that the way a girl is supposed to feel? Ignored? Invisible? Useless? Unloved? Heartbroken? I may not be the brightest star But I feel that it isnt how anyone should feel But then again I feel so many mixed emotions maybe I am wrong Would someone please tell me? Because I do not know anymore I feel so lost Why do you hate me so? If you hate me maybe so does everyone else Because surely if the person I need to talk to me, care for me, want me, need me, cry for me, and love me doesnt do any of those things Why should anyone else? Written January 23rd, 2002 © on Mar 20 2002 11:31 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1