Embedded features of your Baby Blue Eyes

With the embedded features of your baby blue eyes, I can't be anything but the weakened sufferance that I despise ... Spill condensed pain across my ears with your esophagus screeching to the skies ... Journey across these sands of earth ... Floating across the waters of time ... Leap of that Mountain ...  !!! Floating across these waters of earth ... Journey across the sands of time ... Walk along the edge of that mountain ... the mountain in my dreams ... nightmare's cream flowing across my legs ... ... urging me to beg ... working its way into ... ...  awaiting to cut through ... Dusty it is here ... breathing is hard here ... what am I doing here ...  I'm dying to be brought here ... again Just one more step ... Am I awake ... ? I'm bleeding ... my blood always follows me through the state of unconscious ... Veins taste like sirloin here ... Father, I'm bleeding for you ... Mother, I'm dying for you ... Sister, I'm hanging for you ... sway back and forth ... just like when you pushed me on that swing ... long ago ... Reach me your hands ... slippery when exposed to Vaseline as your trying to save me ... Save Me! Leap of that Mountain ...  !!! ... just one more step AHH ... I'm fucking bleeding again ... this time, its not my fault ... my faltered presence is in seclusion ... I'm not aloud to think these thoughts ... Take my arms away from me ... they remain inside out and are saving my soul ... battered ... tattered ... scattered ... shattered ... splattered ... as if it matters ... Doesn't it matter? The wind is picking up ... I see the moon again in tears of inflicted abuse ... Waiting for me to smile back ... With the noose around my neck ... I will leap to save the Moon ... Who seems to be crying for me once again ... I can't let the universe see me like this ... This time I'll jump to save us all ... This time ... Written December 13th, 2001 © on Dec 13 2001 04:29 AM PST   10 • 0