Excerpts from my life
By FallinTears
I want to run away, like physically. Run run wherever I want. I want to do whatever I want and then I want someone to find me. I want someone to just tackle my while I’m running and not let me go. Make me face the reality which I know is there, and I don’t want to deal with. Someone to show me instead of telling me. You can’t just say something. I can’t face it by myself anymore it’s really really hard you have no idea. I want to be able to look in someone’s eyes and know that it will be okay. I want to see that someone knows what I’m dealing with without even asking, just from the look in their eyes. I want to be able to take one look and know that you’ll always be there. But I guess… that’s just another stupid dream I have. I guess I should just stop.I'm in an extreme low to the point where I don't want to be here anymore Written November 4th, 2001 © on Nov 04 2001 03:41 AM PST 0 • 1
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"I want to run away, like physically. Run run wherever I want. I want to do whatever I want and then I want someone to find me. I want someone to just tackle my while I’m running and not let me go. Make me face the reality which I know is there, and I don’t want to deal with. Someone to show me instead of telling me. You can’t just say something. I can’t face it by myself anymore it’s really really hard you have no idea. I want to be able to look in someone’s eyes and know that it will be okay. I want to see that someone knows what I’m dealing with without even asking, just from the look in their eyes. I want to be able to take one look and know that you’ll always be there. But I guess… that’s just another stupid dream I have. I guess I should just stop.I'm in an extreme low to the point where I don't want to be here anymore..."