If I die... Will You Miss Me?
By FallinTears
If I die will you miss me? No I bet you won’t You’ll go on living your life and forget about me Forget about all the times we had All the fun things we did You’ll forget I know you will Because I bet you don’t care I thought you were different But no you are the same I wanted you to be different I wanted you to stand out I needed you to... you tried? Is that what you did? I don’t even know for sure As I sit here drawing the blade across my leg I find myself lucky that it’s too dull to cut Exhausted from an hour of crying Not wanting to wake anyone up I cannot retrieve another instrument for my demise Drawing the blade across my hidden spot Again and again… all I think about is you I wonder if you will miss me I bet you won’t But I won’t ever know… I scare myself now because I can’t handle all the pain I can’t do it alone where have “you” gone? As I push the blade with all my force into my skin I think Who is going to say? She’s gone… Do you miss her?It's all true. I guess I got lucky, the blade was to dull... I often wonder what would have happened... if it wasn't. Written November 13th, 2001 © on Nov 13 2001 10:44 AM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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"If I die will you miss me?..."