You Never Called

It doesn’t matter any more at all ‘Cuz my brother’s on the phone I wouldn’t get the call If he even tried to phone at all I wonder if he loves me Courage is in lack I wonder if I’ll ever be Able to say I love you, back It doesn’t matter any more at all ‘Cuz my brother’s on the phone I wouldn’t get the call If he even tried to phone at all Finally you come online And you say you’re sorry you didn’t call Your parents are being dicks And you can’t come at all Why don’t I believe you? When I think I should I really wish I can trust you Really… I wish I could You seem to have an excuse Now were going on 9 weeks I want to forget about you But my eyes… they leak Now it’s 8:30 Look at it on the wall Sitting here I wait yet again Knowing you won’t call I act like it’s all right And everything’s okay But the truth is I hurt inside And I won’t see you today Maybe it really isn’t your fault But really I can’t tell I try not to cry because I can deal You just waited until I fell What are you looking for out of this? I really want to know Because if you’re a typical guy Here’s the door… go It doesn’t matter any more at all ‘Cuz my brother’s on the phone I wouldn’t get the call If he even tried to phone at allGod I don't know what to think. Written December 15th, 2001 © on Dec 15 2001 11:37 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1