YOU

YouYou confuse me in more ways then oneYou play with my emotionsBut I doubt you know what you’re doingYou are the one, who seeks the leastBut gets the most, odd but trueYou might not see it, For you are blind You are blind to the options you haveI’m not waiting no I fear notI am here alone in the darkYou confuse me in more ways then oneIt hurts sometimes, yes it doesBut most of the time, I feel like you careI don’t know what to thinkMy feelings are scatteredI have made the wrong choice onceI have learned from my mistakeI dare not do it againAnd things are betterI talk in riddle as for the few who knowIf you can figure it outI dub you smarter then IWhich is not hard You confuse me in more ways then oneBut still yet you make me happyOf course I wish for more then I haveWho wouldn’t?I don’t want to be selfish But with you that’s all I wantWhy is it so hard?Please tell me I beg to knowI don’t want anything but youBut that is forbidden to meYou confuse me in more ways then oneThe old riddle catches meBeggars can’t be choosersAnd oh is it ever trueI find it hard to copeWhen the sole thing that keeps me alive, I can’t have to myselfI’m guessing it’s better this wayBut I will never knowYOU tell me…It’s all up to youI don’t like to be the one not in controlIt scares me what you might doWill I ever find out?No I fear notYou confuse me in more ways then oneDeep down in the recesses of my mindI new it all along, and have knownYes I know who you areAnd yet you still think I do notI know more than you thinkDoes that scare you?A change isn’t it?Does it make you think?I hope it does, as you have made meSleepless nights have been spentDreaming of the next dayOne little time makes me happyYou make me happyYou make me laugh, And you make me smileMost of all you make me happy to be aliveHappy to be who I amYou make me want to never changeYou confuse me in more ways then oneDo you know? Oh I wonder if you do?I hope you can figure it out,I fear I can’t say anythingReality slaps me againThe harsh reality of life You couldn’t be bothered With someone simple like meHow could I ever kid myself like this.You, do You know?Do you know who You are?I can't just sit down and write because someone tells me to. All my poems are based on what I feel. Sure some might be a little repedative and choppy, but they mean something to me. And that's all that matters. It's what I feel deep down inside and it helps me express myself. I still appericiate your comments and ratings are kindly requested. Check out some of my others! ~Tears~ Written October 21st, 2001 © on Oct 21 2001 12:21 PM PST   0 • 1