You'll Miss It When It's Gone

I guess I’ve just got to be the one to let it go No it really isn’t fair, but hey… neither is life No, I wouldn’t change anything. I never change anything Because there is always going to be maybes… and what ifs I’ve figured it out and now I’ll guess I’ll just leave it alone I always over analyze everything… and worry about it too Damn But let me be the one to tell you… I know more than you think I do I’m just like that… always have been, always will be And there will come a time… when you actually figured it out Yeah… I’ll still be here. For a long long time Because it doesn’t matter to me because I accepted it a long time ago It just gets to be a pain in the butt sometimes… you know what I’m saying? I never wanted to fight with you but it happened And yeah it made me feel guilty… but what can I do? Nothing nothing at all I think that maybe one day I’ll change and be just what all of you want me to be Yeah that would be scary and I’d do it too… just to prove all of you wrong But it’s a proven fact… I can’t change the world I can just make it a little bit better For the people I love, and the people that love me Strike me down for trying to be unselfish for once You see with your heart closed and love with your eyes open But that will change in time… on day I know for sure You might just think I’m crazy make horrible choices But I’m finished now… I won’t say anything to anyone anymore We’ll see how that one goes… because we all know I piss people off for sheer pleasure That’s what I want out of life let me tell you. God damn those people like me We should all be swept off the face of the Earth and thrown together in a pile Of cold blood, lies, tears, deceit, and most of all love Jealousy is a powerful tool it could be used for good or evil Evil seems to be what you choose… so I don’t care anymore Stab me… yeah I’ll still bleed. But I won’t ask why Shower me with words of hate and I won’t wonder Nobody has to understand right away… you just have to learn grow and go on Accept it for what it is now… and not what it was or will ever be If you don’t then you’ll be exactly how you are now And nothing will ever change, and you’ll always have the maybes and what ifs Just sit back for a while and wait and see what happens Take advantage of what you have… not what you could’ve had or what you will have Care about it now while it’s here… because I’ll bet you… You’ll miss it when it’s goneListen to me or don't... it's all up to you. Written February 20th, 2002 © on Feb 20 2002 09:28 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1