You'll Never Know

I like the way you make me feelSo close to you yet so unrealI can see you in the corner of my heartRippin’ down walls and tearing me apartYou look at me fire in you eyesThe look of death no one can disguiseYou want me to open up to youBut I don’t know what I should doI’ve fallin’ too hard this timeI don’t want to make you mineI see you trying to help meBut don’t think I cannot seeI’m trying to figure out myselfMaybe you can really helpStand by me and I’ll let you knowWhen I need you please don’t goDon’t turn around when I push you awayTruth is I really need you to stayI don’t know what to think just yetBut I’ll need you yes you can betSilence is the key to it allDon’t say a word when I fallI’m not ready I’m scared can’t you seeWhat the evil of life is doing to me?I know what I’m doing don’t you doubtDon’t going trying to push it at all outI need to think about it allAnd when I’m done I’ll give you a callIt’s hard to trust when stabbed over againYou never know who is your friendI want to believe you you don’t know how muchBut stay right there keep in touchI think you are being trueBut only you can tell if youWant to give me the help I needHelp me to, to succeed.I thank you for everything you’ve doneAnd I’ll be sad when you’re goneI hope that you’ll never leave meBut I don’t know what will beStand by me and be there strongThat is what will help me alongBe there in my darkest hourHelp me stand and not to cowerLet me look into your eyesAnd see it there with no disguiseThe true caring for long I have searchedI’ve finally found it here on earthIt’ll take a while to be okayAnd I’m so glad that you did stayYou’ll never know what you’ve done for meYou really did help me to seeYou are my strength my guiding lightI can’t help but with you to fightEven if you don’t understandJust keep me warm and hold my handA friend of mine is trying to help me out through some troubled times. I don't know what to do, and he really doesn't understand. Should I open up and see if he can help me? Or should I keep to myself and spare the heartache? Written November 3rd, 2001 © on Nov 03 2001 07:54 AM PST   0 • 1