Keep in Me
By Ginger
is what i decide to do wrong? to lie to my parents, to do crazy things all along. when i am with him, it always seems right, but then i have doubts, as i lie alone in my bed at night. these hormones are crazy, they take over me, they blind me with passion, and soon i am unable to see. his sexual advances are so strong, i have to try hard not to give in, but what if i do, things could go so wrong. what if one day i decide to refuse, and he doesn't stop, what if i get raped and used? he is so much stronger and larger than i, i have yet to say no, but he is a guy.... we have yet to go too far and give in, but it's hard to be strong, when i want all of him. to want all of him, is such a desire, i want to scream yes, my passion burns with a fire. but i realize now, that i have to say no, i will not give up my body, i will not be his show. and if he disagrees, then i will drop him, i will keep my special power in me. Written October 24th, 2001 © on Oct 24 2001 11:06 AM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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