You had me all your life,now I am gone...

So many memories in my heart so many tears,that have fall,life is hard so cruel at times,you gave me light when it was all dark,we had dreams,so many times we shared but destiny made us apart,it's for the better,it's on the past,it's too late to fix and go back,enless nights without sleep,constant tears like a river flowing down my chicks,I die,I die slowly,I know you loved me more than anything in this world but please don't love me anymore,cause your love hurts,I wish you could find someone,to give you the blessings I never gave you,what am I saying I gave you all I had every drop,every breath,every beating,I gave you all. Without a love the soul dies desperately,without a love life it's not called life,without you what do I have to care,if what makes me cry is far from me,whithout you I can't live but I'll have to try,there are better loves that give me all,give me hope but how to forget,confussions just fustrate this heart of mine,to hear you call my name,how to forget your smiles,those who gave me a world that now destroys it,partners in good and bad we were till the end,wait for me in heaven if you go first,death oh,longing death without your eyes,our love was so big,I never thought it would end but it did,I don't want to feel lost anymore,our life was an adventure from the start,what ever begins bad ends up wrong like us... I am conviced that to live,the heart is a hindrance,the one who calls life for a romance ends up alone,without an illusion,you had me but it is not worth it,the only thing that ties me it's a paper that dictates it,my life belongs to my letters,not controled by laws but in my heart that is the one who feels the love I am the only one that rule,when you had me near you,you never showed me that you love meand now that I am gone,you want me,I am not going to think that I loved you,my heart is free,not falling in tears anymore im happy in my home like I wanted it to be. Written November 13th, 2001 © on Nov 13 2001 07:50 AM PST, VSJ   18 • 1 • 8