Shocking

Every Night I drive past your house, I see you in the window holding her. Its a cold night, everything a blur. How could I be cursed to still taste your lips. What is it about you that I miss? I can't get you out of my head, I remember the sound of the dread, every night I cried thinking of you. Dreams wicked when living with out you. Hands in the night finding places of guiding light. could this be my blessing my newly recovered heart? that tumbles to the ground and falling apart? Could this be my soul? the tragic voice of love?. If I need you, she'll I be with you tonight kiss your lips, and for the last time hold you tight. I've had terrible thoughts of you things that could happen, and cause you to be blue. To see you in pain, would do the trick for me, Then I would not be in so much pain and misery. for years, she was your mistress that one you loved, and missed. What about me? why must I be the one free? seems unfair to me, I just need to be near, Close your eyes, and wish me there. Now I sleep in bed alone, sometimes I call you on the telephone. I speak nothing, you hear nothing. Still you do not know I'm there. still your with her, And one day it will be cold for you, you'll be shocked to know I don't even know you. Written February 13th, 2002 © on Feb 13 2002 10:42 AM PST   0 • 10