Forgive My Crucifiction

Forgive My Crucifiction friend, what torments you so that you fight the battle on my behalf what cause do you see in my life so terrible as to lend unrequested assistance do you have no cause of your own to great moral war to wage suit up in your armour, yes, but forgive my crucifiction sister, what has become of you hated for my quest of yours mocked by strangers for the love of a brother your senses strike true but the quest is still mine peace will come to me in time and the pain will become as distant as your childhood in my mind so mount your noble war-horse but forgive my crucifiction brother, what a great warrior you are from the moment we were graced with your birth i knew that the finest battles would be yours on the battlefield you are an angel weilding your soulstealing blade with unnerving tenacity but in my life your blade is unneeded your tenacity unrequired so deal your blows in battle swing, as always, strong and true but forgive my crucifiction my child, i am blessed in you the cancer of pain in my soul is stayed by your smile your face is as a beautiful lake so calm, peaceful, serene let it not grow hard for my sake allow yourself to walk away to sit out this fight that is not your own make your mark on this world make it hard if the need be but forgive my crucifiction dear mother, you have been my guide my light in a dark and unsuitable world you always said that this world could never hold me that my destiny lay elsewhwere, beyond the heavens your leadership has been invaluable the life you gave for me, priceless i haven't the words, mother, to express my gratitude to let you know in death the things i could not in life one last, final plea, i ask of you send your soul to calm those i leave behind guide them, as you have guided me teach them the lesson as you have taught me and help them, dear mother to forgive my crucifictionAs you all may know, i seem to catch a lot of grief over the lack of stanzas in my work. I don't really like them, nor do i understand them, but when this came out like it did i just HAD to post it!! Written August 19th, 2001 © on Aug 19 2001 12:02 PM PST, DeTavis   abuse • angst • contemporary • personal