There Was Nothing He Could Do

I can't feel the ground beneath me It has fallen so far I am floating in the air I am gone from the world Never to go back. It is so nice not to feel the pain My mind is at peace, I don't see all the hate There is no anger in my heart No confusion to be felt. My mind is at peace, but I miss the one who loved me. He was there for me, But I gave up I ran away Weak and in pain. My heart fell apart, As they said i wasn't good enough. It wasn't his fault He just prolonged my end. He held me saw my pain But there was nothing he could do, I was already gone My heart wasn't in one peace he comforted me and tryed to help, But it was to late I wanted to die so badly It took over my life The anger filled inside God had given up. The devil had taken over The demons in my head, They had so much power. My mind was in chaos My heart didn't care I wanted to die so badly So i did. It wasn't his fault He trie so hard to stop me By the peace he showed me And the love he gave me. It was just all too late. But now i can't feel the ground beneath me, It feels so good There is no nager No more hate I can see I can fly No more tears No more demons. I will be watching him;loving him Telling him thank you. But it was too late I was already gone I had alrady given up Mu mind was weak and my mind didn't care It just didn't all add up It was too late Written January 4th, 2002 © on Jan 03 2002 04:20 PM PST   18 • 0 • 8